From: betty b 
Date: Wed May 30, 2001 8:53 am
Subject: Re: [cum_on] (unknown)

KT Thanks for writing; its nice to know someone cares. I have been a bit depressed ever since the other night. I just don't know what has happened to me recently, but whatevrer it is, I don't like it. I guess I just don't feel very good about myself these days and, at the moment, I can't think of anything to say. You know what I've done and talking isn't going to make it go away. I am thinking of going to get help, but I can't really afford it. Maybe I will write to you again if I am feeling better. Thanks for caring Betty On Tue, 29 May 2001, K T wrote: > > > 
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> There's more but I can't say it. Its so disgusting! 
> I am so disgusting! Oh God, I hate myself. 
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> I am going to go now
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> betty,
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> seems like you need to talk. youll probably feel
> better if you do and maybe realize that you arent the
> sickest person in the world...lots of people never say
> what they really think...i admire you you do. :-)
> cheer up and if you need to talk message me privately
> or its okay no one seems to read this list much and
> anyone who does wouldnt think that your horrible and
> sick i'm sure. 
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> hugs,
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> kt