From: betty b
Date: Mon May 28, 2001 5:43 pm
Subject: Re: [cum_on] (unknown)

Oh God, KT, I had forgotten I had said all those things. I just read what I wrote on Saturday. I didn't mean to say all that. I shouldn't have written when I was drunk and said all those things. I had been so carefully not mentioning any names and now I have. And I feel sick to my stomach when I think of telling you what I meant by all that stuff about Erin but its true, I have watched her suck my son's cock. I hide out on the balcony and I watch them. I re-sewed the two inner pleats on his curtains so they do not hang quite straight so there is always a crack and I spy on my own son having sex, like a sick pervert. I AM a sick pervert. I am shaking while I type this but its true: I want to suck my own son's cock. I want him to cum on my face. It is all I ever wanted. This was my fantasy. That is what I dreamed last summer after I saw that couple in the change room. When I dreamed that night about being forced to suck cock it was Chris who was making me and it turn me on so much. It still turns me on. I am dripping now just writing about him forcing his own mother to suck his cock, his big cock that used to squirt at me when I changed his diapers. So now I sneak out my bedroom window and peek in his bedroom window through a crack in the curtains to see him squirting sperm and I am actually jealous of his little girlfriend because she gets to eat it and I don't. There's more but I can't say it. Its so disgusting! I am so disgusting! Oh God, I hate myself. I am going to go now 
Betty 
> 
>Hi, betty, 
> 
> good to hear from you again. wondered what 
>happened to you and how you are doing. sounds like 
>yu've been busy. it probably shouldn't but it turns 
>me on too to think of having a face full of strange 
>men's sperm. but what's this about watching your 
>son and gf? do u do that often? its okay if you 
>do and want to tell us--i mean, im not judgeing. 
>everyone here understands. seems like there's more 
>that you wanted to say...but maybe u were too drunk 
>to finish. i like to read your posts because you 
>do things that i'd never be brave enough to do but 
>i think about it sometimes. :-) 
> 
>kt 
>